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[10 Jul 2007|08:17pm] |
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it kinda hurts to love someone so much and still be afraid
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[19 Jun 2007|11:08pm] |
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Well, I haven't written to this thing in forever, not sure why I'm writing in it right now. So, since the last time I wrote I graduated high school, got back together with the boy I'm in love with and basically thats it. Super exciting. I'm so happy right now with everything, not really thrilled with the dwindling amount of friends that I have but whatever I can deal with a few good ones. It's weird that I'm going to college really soon, and by soon I mean Friday's orientation. I don't know how I feel about that yet, I mean I have to sleep over for one night and get a roomate and stuff I hope everyone will be as confused and awkward as me lol. Well LJ, its been real. Happy summer BYAHH
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[21 Jan 2007|12:42pm] |
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Today was the end of my high school swimming career, besides championships in 2 weeks. Talk about mixed feelings.
Life is lameeee
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| shed whats left of your summer's skin |
[30 Dec 2006|01:09am] |
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I had a dream about poly and woke up crying.
I walked home alone tonight, drunk...really emphasize on the ALONE part.
miserable.
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[29 Nov 2006|05:59pm] |
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I need a frickin job.
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[23 Nov 2006|12:41pm] |
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I feel the need to post because I saw the "here in your arms" video. and it almost made my cry.
im way too emotional.
and i hate you all.
happy fucking thanksgiving. thanksgiving sucks toes
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[17 Nov 2006|07:57pm] |
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I HATE senior year. It's official. Every morning I wake up dreading the day to follow. Isn't senior year supposed to be the best one ever? Nothing but kicks and giggles? MINE BLOWS. The classes I am taking are excuses for classes, there is no way in hell that Fontbonne is preparing me for college. Each class I sit through like a zombie and count the minutes to end because of course, none of my close friends are in my classes..which blows because I wouldn't mind the whole classes be a joke if I could fuck around with people, but no. I just have that much luck. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm sick of not having a job, im so fucking mad at kids 'n shape for closing and now employment is the hardest thing to get my hands on which also BLOWS.
I really hope I get into college to escape this shit. I'm sick of bay ridge, which isnt anything new. Drivers Ed today I wanted to smash my head through the window because my instructor is such an asshole to me. He gives directions to everyone else and then doesnt tell me shit and aghhhh its such a joke! we dont learn anything I could learn without paying shitloads of money for you to teach me how to park douchesss.
Also sick of people being fucking losers and copying me. its a little annoying to see my entire interests copy & pasted into yours. gross. I hate the fact that gabe is away.
jeeze I have alot to complain about.
Also, I HATE THANKSGIVING. least favorite holiday ever. I wish we could just skip it and go straight to christmas.
peaceeeeee
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[30 Oct 2006|05:02pm] |
quick update;
Hellogoodbye concert tomorrow !
long distance SUCKS!
I cant wait to graduate!
yay
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| love never wanted me, but I took it anyway |
[14 Oct 2006|06:43pm] |
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I hate SATs and parents. and STUPID brothers who come home from college and cause your parents to scream and yell at you because the prince is home.
fuck it..
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[05 Oct 2006|08:46pm] |
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my hamster buttercup is defintly not going to make it through the night. my poor hammie....my parents think I am crazy because I cried over my hamster getting sick.
sob
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[04 Oct 2006|04:34pm] |
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Senior year is really fucking stressful and hard so ALL OF YOU WERE LIARS who said that it was glorious and a piece of cake. meanies.
hmmmm had a nervous breakdown last night about colleges and that I hate everyone and I really want to get swim captain and blah blah blah.
Also, Saturday night got extremely intoxicated and threw up everywhere at my friends house party. well everywhere in her bathroom atleast. I dont think I'll ever be able to eat spaghetti again (If you catch my drift of spaghetti + vomit)
yea so sick forties and alot of beer pong = me dying and throwing up and being hung over at the third ave. fair which SUCKEd cause I felt like i was gonna puke on a small child I smelt another sausage & pepper zeppole deep fried oreo shit again.
its fun to complain.
xoxo
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[01 Oct 2006|09:19pm] |
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yea so I was a drunk mess last night. puking spaghetti is not fun.
neither is being hung over alll day and all night.
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[25 Sep 2006|09:18pm] |
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ow. my heart
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[23 Sep 2006|07:47pm] |
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yeah so I'm a sick Grey's Anatomy fanatic and I sit and watch the finale repeatedly and sob my eyes out , cause I'm a sick herb. Anywho this week dragged on with school and whanot, in guidance we were given our Common Apps which was petrifying because well we need to fill it out and go to college. scary as hell but I cannot fucking wait to get the hell out of here. Im sure ill get homesick but I need to get the fuck out....nothing is fun anymore time to grow up.
I already felt grown up last night, I had my younger cousins sweet 16 and I felt about 25 (seriously) it was kind of interesting to sit there and observe all the 15-16 year olds and how much younger they seemed and how I felt like that age was so long ago. So much has changed since my sweet16 its mindblowing...about 7 friends have been constant since then and gabe.
what're you gonna do.
hopefully tonight will be fun because starting October 28 my drinking career will end for swim season begins! meaning saturday morning nazi practices and sunday morning ass crack of dawn swim meets! there goe the social career
xxo
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[17 Sep 2006|01:13pm] |
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um so yesterday I met Paula Abdul. lmfao. at the second largest mall in america. very random all together, yes.
I have alot of homework, and I am procrastinating as I write this. I havent started prepping for the October SAT yet so im gonna bomb that one too yay.
anddddd college applications I havent even started yet either hm. I should really get going considering I need to go to college.
and graduate high school.
my classes suck...I have a really tough schedule and I only get out early ONCE>
suckaaa
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| no more songs about you, after this one I'm done. |
[08 Sep 2006|07:19pm] |
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So today was the freshman / senior picnic at FHA wooot. After pizza we had the bright idea of playing games , drinking games that is. No better way then to teach our freshman sisters how to drink like seniors. We brought a table down and played "water pong" and taught them all the terms/ rules / racking and whatnot. Then we taught them how to play flipcup (with water of course). Also we played Dizzy Lizzy (aka the spring break game) where you spin with your head on a bat for 5 times and then relay race until one team wins.
Quite a success if you ask me.
I cant believe we taught them drinking games...
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| colors renew...but I know blue only blueee |
[06 Sep 2006|12:26am] |
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Rent was AMAZING tonight. Cried my eyes outttttttt. Someone was sobbing behind me which was kinda distracting / funny I guess lol.
ughhh they changed some of the choreography which was kinda dissapointing because in the movie Angel does a backflip off the table during "today for you" and when I went in January he did it in the show, but tonight I was waiting for it and it never happened and I was a bit dissapointed because I wanted to hear the crowds reaction, because for everything Angel did everyone was WOWed by it ..?
so yea basically lost 10 lbs crying during the show. really moving, and im a moosh.
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| she is the epitome of perfection.. |
[05 Sep 2006|03:40pm] |
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I had to get up at 9 oclock this morning to go to freakin school to INTRODUCE myself to the faculty. SAC is whack. We were there for literally 10 minutes, had to wear the uniform and everything. Anyway my room is totally empty...except for bare walls and a newly cleaned floor. I think its going to be painted, but I still havent decided what color, I'm kinda thinking light green or a shade of purple / red / pink lol hmm. Really pumped to see Rent tonight again on broadway, something to do I guess a good way to end summer.
Going to be in FHA starting Thursday.
Cant believe I'm a senior and gonna have a Freshman senior. I hate the junior class of Fontbonne Hall Academy except for like maybe 1 1/2 people.
on a totally different note - I miss gabeeeeeeeeeeee =(
I hate college.
<3
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